Monday, October 27, 2008
long weekend! @ 6:54 PM
saturday was the long-waited ktv session with kawan, merv, tina, joe, nita & dear. jasper couldn't join all of us. he's the one who used to bug me about not organizing another ktv session.. then he couldn't make it.
it was really fun... haha.. then we had a good takeaway dinner from amk ave 10's s11.
chicken wings, oyster omelette, satay, ngor hiang.... super filling! night ended when d', kawan & merv were done drinking at d's dining table...okie gotta get the CD full of groups pics done for the guys.
wanted to go to purple sage(wedding services provider) with d' yesterday but they are only open on weekdays.. gonna go and get some things confirmed and settled soon... real soon.
oh but the macs breakfast with ps, june & dear was really good. had a good chat. but my girls are not willing to perform for me at the wedding party. ha! boo...
went to suntec with dear since we couldn't go to purple sage. wanted to shop but i was tired and also not very interested in shopping around in singapore already. prices are too highhhhh. and i am supposedly not in need of new clothes anymore. haa. had a delicious chocolate banana crepe and then we confirmed we would watch 'the coffin' that day. and then guess what? we left suntec to go amk hub to watch the movie. hahah we're idiots. i feel la. oh the show was not too bad. frightened me quite a few times.. my heart's not that strong.. and ya.. that operation in december is kinda freaking me out.
watched *bedazzled* dvd with d' in the night. both were so tired (slept at 4am on sunday morning and then woke up at 9am) so we dozed off for few hours. and then we actually continued watching the show at 2am. sleeping hours totally screwed up! pimples are having the chance to attack me again...
it is very rare that i am spending a public holiday at home without d'. i just don't wanna see someone... yep. just yet. so i finally watched *p.s i love you* today. (we rented 3 dvds last night!)
read the book halfway... so i roughly knew the story. but still, it didn't fail to send me tearing non-stop. and laughing at some instances. very wonderful show.... it's all gerry's thoughtfulness that makes me feel very sad.
i had a bad dream just this morning before i watched the show. hugged d' so tight when he came into the room. would never want him to leave before me. what a bad dream... that's why i always say he's a good driver but that doesn't mean accidents won't happen. there are still bastards on the roads... just like the one in the dream. then i watched the show. all the more i understand i won't be able to live if he leaves before me. i'll die. die missing him. die crying out for him.
and so, he promised me this afternoon in a sms "i'll leave after you k. :)"
love you!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
i'm a blessed lady! @ 5:48 PM
it's my sister's birthday. but that's not the point. haha... i find this date just special.. i have been spending my october 21st(s) with daryl these few years... it was tony roma's in both 2006 & 2007. we went to jack's place instead for a change yesterday. nice steak! :)
i just felt so loved last night... because i wanted to spend this day with him so much and it was as though he could read my mind (i was looking at florist websites the day before and it occurred to me d' seldom give me flowers. haha), he came to pick me up and there was this lovely bouquet on the car seat. yay! that was a lovely surprise. so romantic. so unlike him. hahah... thanks dear!
hong lin helped us take a photo. it's cute. machiam wedding photo shoot. hah.
and i took many many with d'. hee... fully utilised my new cam... i love hubhub! 
that's him reading my card..
and i had a fun time with hong lin at coffee bean holland v prior to meeting d'. ha. took many stupid pics. 
lessons will all be over by 7 november... and i will be very free. probably no sch for the entire of next week as well... must cherish this kind of relaxed life before it will never appear from next year onwards! :)
Saturday, October 18, 2008
yixian's bdae @ 2:28 PM
girls meet up on thursday was fantastic. cheered me up! NYDC @ holland v...
celebrated yixian's birthday. we were super loud in the restaurant from 7.30-10.30pm. hahah...pictures!
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
hurtful @ 11:19 AM
"how does it feel like to be poor?"
awesome.
unbelievable.
stunned.
I was quite taken aback by the question and i really thought hard. But i couldn't answer it. So i said smth like i don't feel very poor. and no, that was an unsatisfactory answer. He wanted smth like how i feel when i see other kids having smth that i want yet i can't.
seriously, i don't have that jealousy.... i am not into games... and i wasn't that unhappy as a child. mummy provided all i needed at that time. brghhh. so i managed to change the topic a little shortly. but i gave a rather true statement. "i feel that knowing to be contented is more important. I can have fewer things but feel contented and happy while daryl can have many games and things but if he is not contented, i am(was) a happier person than he is(was)"
wasn't feeling too bad at that point of time. just simply stunned. but i felt kinda upset and angry last night. because that wasn't the first time already.
why that line? after he comes back from his ciggie time. it didn't sound nice at all. be considerate to the ones you're posing the question to. brainless.
why that line? daryl offered an answer. "maybe he's just trying to strike a conversation?"
then this is my answer, "he needs to learn how to strike a proper one."
i don't know his motive for asking that. is it simply because he has never been poor his entire life that he genuinely needs someone to give him his answer (and it happens to be me because i am the only poor person he has met) OR he wanna test my level of tolerance.
i seriously don't feel happy with all these funny questions popping up as and when he likes.
"when you were young, you seldom get to go out and eat good food right?"
for goodness sake, my mum cooks well so why do i have to go out and spend money on 'good' food??
and i have to smile and reply to all these insensitive and brainless questions? BULLSHIT.
call me a sensitive idiot. but don't let me hear such a question ever again. i am going to keep mum and let you know these are the kinda questions which are not suitable to be used to strike a conversation.
how about i ask you "how does it feel like to have your wife passed away before you?"
but no, i won't ask that. because i am not like you!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
super random @ 2:46 PM
have you guys tried buffet @ vienna? i did on last friday. with nie friends. I can only say i prefer carousel. =) but vienna has black pepper crabs and carousel does not. the place looked really grand with the kinda furniture and lights they used. but the food variety is not there... they use cakes from the various cake shops like bengawan solo and breadtalk! poof.met up with d' who was on mc that day for a good meal at waraku japanese. the ramen was GOOD! in a very very huge bowl. i thought the one we saw in Japan was already huge.
for ramen, we will recommend waraku & ajisen :) the silly thing about us now is that we seem to treat friday like some road-trip-getaway-day. we went to my hse at clementi and then d' decided to go changi airport and show me the new terminal 3. haha so off we went! 
SIA stewardess.... we saw like 9? only 2 pretty ones. some are... short and bahh. don't ask me about the standard man. we have absolutely no idea. i got a scare in the toilet when i saw a big red mouth and blue eyeshadow. honestly. cos i turned and saw her. she looked like a ghost. sorry larh, but no one wears that kinda heavy makeup mah. no offence. but after seeing more stewardesses (correct?), i realise she was one of the pretty ones!Mr bean's soya bean milk ice cream is a nono... ha! outta point.
okay another one but i have to say AMK central's kfc is horrible! we had to queue 50 mins to get our food. when there was only 5 ppl in front of us. best. why we wait you may ask? we were mad.
sunday was a jogging day with dear and we tidied his wardrobe closet after that. he cleared a big space for me! :) hee. have already moved part of my clothes collection over. this online shopping thing has got me totally excited. i don't buy clothes in sg anymore! no urge when i see those insane price tags. online shopping is the way to go now!
i went for a hair-cut yesterday and i say i love it. :)
the best long hair style michelle has given me. i thought i looked like a japanese obasan when i first left the salon (hair dryer-blown) in the past, i always get this very layered hair cut whick makes me feel like i look like a stingray and then i will ask her to snip the back for me (ends up with short hair). so this time round, she did a very good job. my hair was like a mop before the cut. long and thick.decided to give SKII a miss. friend recommends but friendS give another opinion. i bought the 02 skin treatment instead. and let's hope that 200 bucks vita C works! please... if not i have to go for facial treatment.... which is ex... and i'm no taitai! but lucky girl i was, i bought the stuff cheap. the treatment set was about half the original price and i got this incredible eye shadow palette.
TEACH ME HOW TO USE! 98 colors! 
cost 100 over bucks... i can only see less than 10 shades which i use.... looks like water colors from our kiddo times. hahah!F1 pics are with me. but just cars, and michelle yeoh's back. hahah. so i guess you guys won't be interested...
can i just say the entry is super random?! haha i wanna complain about these two girls i met in NIE on thursday. one was VERY short, the other was okay so she helped her friend take a plate and the two of them started to choose the fruits they want. come on la, you guys were queueing up just now and you didn't think of what you want at all? go up to the fridge (2 person block entire fridge) and ask each other 'do you want this?' 'err okay lor' 'how about this one?'
tmd. just take your freaking fruits and move! near to 2 minutes of your 'fruit-selecting show'....open this side of the sliding door and then the other then this one again then the other. make up your bloody mind! is it that difficult to make a choice of what FRUIT to eat? then have them cut, yes, stand and block the whole fridge and wait. and you heard one big 'EXCUSE ME' from me and then looked at me as if i was a total bitch who was being rude to you. marvellous people. you didn't even have your money ready to pay!! that was why stall owner took my payment first... geddit?!
*chills*